Well I Have A Couch

Oh how life is so funny. I recently moved and found that I had to get rid of basically all my living room furniture because it would not fit up my stairs. It really sucked and I was totally bummed.

Being a very low income single family of just myself now it took forever to get furniture but it seems that I am slowly but surely getting there. I recently got a new couch and it is great. I can have company now and have somewhere for people to sit beside in my bedroom that was really uncomfortable.

School is going well. I am still plugging away at it all. I have had alot of emotionally ups and downs lately. O.K. so being alone all the time sucks and I have really become lonely in my day to day adventures.

I seem to be throwing myself into work and school just so I am so exhausted that I don't have to face the fact of crawling in a bed alone. To avoid that whole uncomfortable spot I have moved myself to the couch. Not to say that I need a boyfriend, because I truly don't believe that I do. I just would love the companion ship of knowing that someone could be there and tell me that I am as normal as everyone else in the world.

I will be back on Monday to share a longer entry and talk a little about something that has been on my mind. I am so glad to see everyone is still out there. I missed you all. Later Dawner!

I came across this and had to share it.

I Made It Back

Well for the most part I am back. My trip was great. I saw a lot of the damage that the people that lived through Katrina are going through. I have missed you all so very much. I have been working like a crazed lunatic the past months and school is in the middle of all that.

I have so much to tell you all about but have to for today just give up the basics. I currently have not yet been able to afford to have my internet turned back on at home since moving. I have found that this seems to be the worse part of having two lives. My in the world life still pretty much sucks, so I am very much missing my internet life.

I will now be only writing about 2 days a week. I have class on Wednesdays and Thursdays this term so those will be the days to check me out and see how things are.

If all goes well maybe in the following months I will have internet again at my home.
It is funny how the smallest decisions in life seem to have the biggest outcomes. It is almost freaky. When I moved I had to make the decision of cable television or the internet. I choose cable television yet to my amazement I am hardly ever watching it. When I didn't have it I missed it.

Now I find myself in somewhat of a bind. I have always had my internet through my phone or my cable company. With the heightened bills I have found since becoming single and living alone I am really looking for some advice on the internet services that I see advertised all over the place.

Most of the ads I see are from 10.95 to 24.99 a month. Does anyone know if these are really worth it? I was paying almost 3 times that much before. Are they dial up? I guess I am just looking for a way to get my internet back without paying through my teeth or having a service where I am booted off more then I am on.

I am so glad to be back that I really just want to blab on and on but I am at school and really do need to get some homework done. I will talk to you all soon.

Thanks for still being there. Later Dawner!